Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 9:28 AM
today will be a better day.
:)
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 @ 11:23 AM
*stress*
i really don't know how to continue everything.
everything is in half,half,half.
at this rate i am going,i am not going to finish everything.
though crying at night do help.
but i can't be crying every night.
whatever.
feel like changing blogskins.
but blogger don't accept.
i think something wrong with the codes.
*STRESS*
i need to do something else beside studying studying and studying!
where is my piano!?
*despair*
*screams*
Monday, April 28, 2008 @ 8:35 AM
those who need to find part time job, pm me alright.
:)
today is 28th of April.
gosh, time just past too fast.
anyway, yesterday went to Yishun and visit my uncle-in-law because he just finish an operation on the eye.
and we went to NorthPoint and shop after that.
Mom bought a birks for herself.
yes. i thought my ears were playing trick on me when she say she wants to buy it.becauase it cost $89.
in the end, i get one for myself($99) because i have been ranting i want it since don't know how long ago.
and i saw a couple of designs i wanted, but i knew i can only choose one.
so in total we spent 150+ after the discount.
but i
need to pay her back.
i am getting poor. so i vow to work double hard for my exams.
especially after ranting to my mom, that we don't have projects(yes, somehow i miss projects) and 100% exams based(which i think you need to work super hard to score well).
but mom was good/nice enough to tell me to just get a pass for all subjects will do. haha
but i am not aiming at just a pass which is 34. i want more than that.
:(
anyway, it's been kind of stress week for me this week i guess.
i know i am not that kind of person to study finish one subject and going onto another subject. i can do that if i have got lots of time. but, at this point of time i doubt so.
with tuition coming up this week and ending next week Wednesday after they finish their exam, that the only time i find is to study at night after tuition,and some people suggest to me that i tried to cancel my tuition, but that's my responsibility.
and i don't know what is wrong with blogger for rejecting the youtube videos that i want to post.
but it's alright.
i know it's kind of ranting post here.
so if you guys don't want to read it, it's fine. haha
till then.
Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 7:53 AM
exams in less than 1 month.
friends from local uni ending exams this week or the week after next
and i still have one more month plus[3 more days to 28th of April] to count down to the end of exams.
i know it's an consolation to pass my PBF & CF.
as CF was an unexpected pass.
just hope that all my prelim results will triple and double by the main exams.
i am seriously lost and blur about the future.i know why people keep on wanting to study.it's because they don't want to work.but sigh. i guess everyone of us have to face the reality somehow.and the forces of applying is getting stronger.the application form. :(but oh well. i have come up with a list of Holidays activities.
1) find a holiday job [i'll still be giving tuition, don't worry]
2) find music school to learn piano again (yes, i want that)
3) find a list of dental clinics in Singapore ( i want my braces)
4) i want to go overseas
5) driving
and somemore i have not thought off. but more to come. :)
going to bath and go out soon to the Library.
till then.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 2:32 PM
i just came back from my school not too long ago.
a tag from dawn says this-
obtained from grace's nick: so they say.. if you're motivated to do something, you will excel.. Jia you!
i guess i need to drive myself even further for now.
i know if i dont' work hard now.
then i am really wasting my time.
for the past few days, i was at Tampines Library studying away.
quite productive since i finished my accounting. but not the practices. i will start once it's close to exams.
my other subjects were just half done.
hope i can finish everything on time.
for myself. i need to work hard.
DD, you can one.
:)
Thursday, April 17, 2008 @ 10:41 AM
where's all my motivation?
my determination?
i don't want to fail.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @ 10:57 AM
thanks government for the GST offset package & Growth Dividend.
haha
:)
one month to exams.
one month and 12 days to end of exams.
tell me, time do just pass so fast.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 @ 11:20 AM
sometimes, things and actions what one did hurt the other party.
even though you don't like that person, there's no reason why we should be mean.
and that brings my actions way back in Primary school.
i feel so childish when i was young in Primary school.
i guess i have grown up by now. and i hope so.
i am really sorry to the person.
sigh.
exams coming soon. just one month and 1 day to the start of the first paper.
stress
till then.
Monday, April 14, 2008 @ 1:09 PM
many things have been going through my mind for the past few days.
stress is really getting into me.
that i feel the pressure rising since last Monday. maybe i really feel demoralised by the results.
finally, i burst into tears yesterday night, while lying on my bed trying to sleep.
i want to do well.
i really want to do well.
and i hope so.
and alright, track back a little to last Friday.
it was school at 8.30am.
Dad drove me to school. but by driving i took almost 1 hour and 25 mins to reach school.
because it was terrible Jam.
after school was to Tampines Mall for lunch. and i saw a nice top at Mango.
went back home and bath and went out to Marina Bay and meet Wanhui and Jingping. Wanhui met us over there and drove us to Marina South Pier for dinner as well as Jingping belated birthday celebration.
it's a nice place with nice scenery.
i will post the pictures tomorrow.
at least i feel relax that day.
and finally on Saturday, after having don't know how many nights of
insomnia [yes, i can't sleep at all for the past few days, the most i can sleep was 2 hours from 5am-7am, then i am awake. or not i didn't sleep at all.]
i finally tried to studied my Accounting as well as Macroeconomics on Saturday Night Cum Sunday Morning.
and i tried to close my eyes at 3am. and i slept till 10.30am. [like finally]
it's a bad but a good week overall. because i get to meet up with my friends.
we talked about walking, studying, future.and whatsoever we can talk about.
i guess whichever institutions we are in, there are bound to be stress..
what matter the most is, we enjoy our life (i guess that's the purpose of life)
:)
in the meantime, it's back to the books, as well as notes.
and counting down to 28th of May.
somehow, time past fast when we are counting down to end of exam.
till then.
Wednesday, April 09, 2008 @ 7:55 AM
school later.
sian.
:(
Tuesday, April 08, 2008 @ 8:00 AM
it's demoralising when you fail your accounting and you have taken that subject since secondary 3 as well as in Poly.
i finally understand without any projects, why passing marks is at 34.
i want to pass well for my accounting.
:(
Sunday, April 06, 2008 @ 9:43 PM
boo. i have heard don't know how many people telling me i am getting fat.
or i am fat already.
:(
i need to find one new running shoes.
keep myself from NTUC or any other supermarkets to comb for my favourite food.
no more supper.
no more good food.
hello to Salad, byebye to JUNK FOOD.
@ 11:04 AM
if not for the newspaper headline on the front page of the chinese newspaper that shook my heart
again.ahhh.i really want to go Australia and study? is that what i really wanted to do?yes, that's what i want.:(
arghhh.
okay, stop DD, stop thinking already.
Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
i am thinking of something that i don't feel like thinking at all.
oh god.
:(
Friday, April 04, 2008 @ 9:49 AM
it's Friday.
:)
next week only thursday free from school.
the rest is only spending time to travel down to school.
haha.
after the burst out on Tuesday which made me cried for the whole of afternoon. i guess life have return to its original.
oh alright.maybe i will blog less from now.
maybe till exams is over.
but i think i couldn't stop myself from being online every morning.
i go and bath already.
till then.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 12:23 PM
i am pissed off by my
sister yesterday.
she always says i am rich.
but hell, i am not.
i want to learn driving which is going to pay by me. and my handphone bills that i am going to pay by myself from now.
and plus the transportation fees to travel from home to school and where. which the very least i top up at least 20 dollars almost every week.
go imagine how much did mom give me every month? how many times i can top up with that kind of money?
how much can i left?
she happily say her friend learn driving of 2k plus. then i ask is it her own money or what? then she say parents money. i give her that kind of face that says of course her heart won't bleed and her pocket wouldn't burn a hole.
and my mom always thought that i am asking them to pay for my driving thing which i am not.
and i wana put braces. she ask me to pay it for myself.
why must my parents pay for you and brother in the first place?
and so why can't they pay for me which my bro also argue saying i pay for my ownself.
it's freaking unfair ok?i want to do it this year at the very least, because i don't want to start putting it when i am working.
you know how troublesome is it?
you want me to pay for braces is it? okay, ask dad and mom to pay me back my 4 digit money that i put 4 years back. so i don't have to wait another 4 years to get back whatever was reap from that don't-know-what-so-ever thing.
it's freaking pissed off lah.
rich rich rich. i am not rich lah. ok?
i know my parents pays for my education, i know that. that's why i didn't ask them to pay for other things even dinner when my mom didn't cook or other things.
but at the very least, you both help them pay for braces.so why don't pay for me?
the tuition i am teaching is to cover the basic.
like transportation fees, handphone bills and food and drinks and what so ever.
how much can i still left?
pissed off with her freaking attitude which never fails me off almost everyday.
okay, fine i shall not grumble further.
tomorrow and thursday got school from 10am-5pm.
next week even worst.
freaking stress. later go read accounting.
change of subject will do me good, hopefully.
i realised i have not buy any clothes anymore. i want to do shopping.
:(
sigh. i need some entertainment.
